Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Born To Be Talented

Yoo Ye Eun is a 5-years-old little girl who is visual impaired but can play a piano by just listening to a song once. God may have taken her eyes but gave her an unusual talent and miracle hands that can give everyone hope .

If you don't know who is she, take a look at this video.


What do you think? She is such an angel, right? I don't know about you but everytime I watch this video over and over again, it just bring me to tears. Such a wonderful girl with such magical talent. BRAVO Ye Eun, I am proud of you!!

Another adorable angel I came across is Connie Talbot. She has the most brilliant voice I've ever heard in my entire life. I first knew about her in 2007 on a random YouTube when she auditioned for Britains Got Talent and sang 'Somewhere Over The Rainbow'. I still remembered how stunned Karen and I were and we cried on the spot. Oh My God. I couldn't believe that remarkable voice came from a 6-years-old girl.

View this video if you still have no idea who is she. Shame on you!! LOL.. jk


Nice, right? AND she is ABSOLUTELY adorable.. I like how she fiddles her leg when everyone claps... and did you look at Simon's reaction? BRILLIANT!!!

BUT BUT BUT!!!

WHAT WOULD YOU THINK WHEN THESE TWO ANGELS PERFORMED TOGETHER??

=D

here you go.....




Sighhh.. Totally touched my heart.. Good Luck Girliess!!
Guess what I am in tears again.. Take a bunch of tissue.. Sniffsss and wrap into wontons..



Saturday, November 15, 2008

To My Beloved

To ALL my beloved,

This has been something I wanted to say for a long time!
^^
I

LOVE



YOU


XOXO



Friday, November 14, 2008

Happy Birthday, Hero!

I woke up this morning and I was like, "Hmmm, today is November 14th. OMG! It's NOVEMBER 14th!!!!!"
Yup, it's his birthday. I know it's his birthday!
But due to time difference, I'll have to wait to wish him.

I waited. Waited. Waited. And waited.

At 1pm, I was like "YAY!" Grab my Nokia, missed call him coz I don't have enough credit on my phone *grin* and waited a few secs for him to call back!

And I shouted "HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DEE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" with a big smile on my face.

"Thank you, thank you", he said happily although he sounded like he just woke up not long ago.

He has been my hero for the past ALMOST 22 years now. It's great to have him around. Although I don't really get to spend much time with him in the last 3 years but he has been really supportive when I am away from home. I knew he worked really hard and struggled a lot to sent me away to pursue my studies. I love you, daddy!

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Dear Dee,

Thanks for giving the best to Mummy, Boy and Me. You have been the greatest daddy in the whole wide world and you tried your best not to follow your dad's footstep in taking care of the family. You have done a great job and responsibility in moulding this family and I never stop counting my blessing for this.

You have been my ATM for the past 10 years coz whenever I feel like I needed money, you'll be the first person to look for. And even sometimes when you know I am in need of cash, you would give me some without asking. At times, you'll be my 'verbal punching bag'. When I was stressed out for assignment, examination and placement especially with the physically and mentally exhausted travelling to placement site and missing the bus, you'll be the first person to call so I can complain, babble and cry like a baby. After that, you would call me everyday to check that I'm alright or to see if I have enough money to use.

All I want to say I am big girl now. And it's my turn to take care of you and the family. Just a few more months and you can handle SOME of your responsibilities to me. I can never replace all the responsibilities coz you're still my dad and I'll always be your princess!

Happy Birthday Once Again. I love you!
From Your ONLY Princess!

I'm Yours

Jason Mraz - I'm Yours

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
Now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
And nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some.

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours.

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And It's our God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved.

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours.

Scooch on over closer dear
And I will nibble your ear.

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue.

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm yours.

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours
Please don't, please don't, please don't
There's no need to complicate
Cause our time is short
This oh this this is out fate, I'm yours!

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Almost There


YAY!!
I passed my clinical placement!!!!
I am REALLY happy that I am FINALLY competent.
I am NOW officially qualified to be a clinical dietitian. WooHoo!

But before that, let me tell you a little facts for the past 77 days.

Routine 11 weeks ago:-

5am: There go my alarm from my Nokia device!
5-5.20am: Alarm snoozing period *Yawn*
5.20am: Drag myself to wake up *Triple Yawn*
5.20 - 5.55am: Toilet business, dressing up, food packing etc
6am: 5 minutes exercise to the bus stop
6.08am: Bus to the train station
6.35am: Catch the train to Morriset
7.10am: Arrive Morriset
7.30am: Anne picks me up from the station
8am: Arrive Hospital
8am-4.30pm: CLINICAL PLACEMENT with LOTSA exercise
4.50-5.10pm: Catch train back to Newcastle
5.51pm: Await for bus at the bus stop *If I miss this, I will have to wait 30 minutes for the next bus =(
6.30-7pm: Arrive home and call daddy/mummy/bro to complain like a baby!
7pm: Rest
7.30pm: Shower and dinner
8.30pm: Prepare lunch for next day
9.00pm: OFFICIALLY worn out. Sleep like a pig and snored till 5am next morning

YES! I was physcially and mentally E-X-H-A-U-S-T-E-D-!-!-!-!-!-!

However, it’s extremely sad to complete this placement (both Wyong and Gosford Hospital). For the past 11 weeks, I’ve learned SO much. The long commute time can physically and mentally impact me. But with the positive attitude, drive, charisma and moral support from my beloved, I've overcomed that. Thanks. Love you!

All I want to say that I am extremely glad that I've learned a lot from this experience. I thought I will hate my clinical placement coz I was basically stressed out by my lecturer. THANKS!!! But I was wrong. I TOTALLY LOVE CLINICAL! And would love to work as a clinical dietitian.


This is what I've told people:

"I am starting to love it eventhough I realize there is sooooooo many things that i am unfamiliar with. But I know I am here to learn. I managed to talk to some patients today. It was a little frightening. I was confident when I know what to ask from patients but got super nervous and stucked when I don't know what to tell them. But I managed to get some assistance from my down to earth supervisor. She is very helpful and fun to work with. I really really like her! I am starting to write medical notes and patient's card like how doctor, nurses and other health professional does! It feel so good to see my writing on those medical notes!"

"Yes, no doubt I am enjoying my placement compared to the entire previous one. Full of challenges and surprises everyday! I never know what kind of patient I will be talking to until I read thru their details from the medical notes for less than an hour and off I go! It can be a lil frightening at times. I get to educate some of the outpatients last two days which is quite interesting and challenging."

"It just feels so great being able to help all patients from different age groups especially the elderly. They actually listen to your advice. It feels darn great. And there was once a really old lady said this to me that I'll never ever forget - Thank you, 'doctor'. It was a huge adrenaline rush and I totally loved it."

ETC

Anyway, for those who are interested in the nursing quarters in Gosford Hospital, here you go!

My Room # 50 for ENTIRE 7 weeks EXCEPT weekends =P


HUHU! I managed to survive for the past 7 weeks right here. It is a little frightening when I first moved in. But I pretty much got used to it. Just like my bro and mum said, I am a DBKL (Dewan Bandaraya Kuala Lumpur) which means I can sleep everywhere like a garbage! HOW MEAN!!!! But anyway, if I can survivve there, I am pretty sure you can too.

Just ONE TINY WARNING: There is no cooking facilities. So, freeze your meal bitches!

I was so happy that I stayed for the last night at the quarters that I........................

..........camwhore like no one business although it was bloody effing cold that night!! *peace*

And was so happy that I don't need to catch the train back to Newcaslte coz Frankie - The Meannie - Ahem ahem, I mean Mr. Nice Guy picks me up coz I've 1000 bags to bring back to Newcastle *GRIN*


Awaiting for Frankie's Ford and last photo before I leave the quarters


HURRAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! Kimmy passed her clinical!!! Kimmy passed her clinical!!! Kimmy passed her clinical!
And guess what she got for herself for a reward??????????????????

Weeee!!! Creme Brulee Mocha Chillers with Whipped Cream and Caramel - WALAA.

Sinful but A-W-E-S-O-M-E!!

And it's FOC too! TRIPLE A-W-E-S-O-M-E!!

Oh, NO rest for me yet.......................................... BECAUSE...................




Nope I am NOT NOT NOT "Dawn Yang Wannabe"!!

But it's true!! Kimmy is going to Sydney in a few hours!!!!!!!!!!! YESH!!

DON'T BELIEVE???!!????

Oh well,

Kimmy on her way to Sydney in Frankie's Ford!

Jealous??????

SO WHAT.......

BLECKKKKKK!!!! =P

Sunday, October 5, 2008

Soul Mate

Have you ever wonder……….

Who is your soul mate?
Is there soul mate for everyone?

Does soul mate live happily ever after?


(Photo Credit: Ummmm ANONYMOUS =P)

But what is ‘soul mate’?

According to the favourite online resource *ahem ahem* - Wikipedia, soul mate is defined as a term used to designate someone with whom one has a feeling of deep and natural affinity, friendship, love, intimacy, sexuality, spirituality and/or compatibility.

For me, soul mate refers to the person who is the mirror of you and whom you can call your own. Short and sweet.

You know you have found your soul mate when you don’t need to explain in long details what you have in your heart but you know exactly what the other person is thinking. Sometimes you don’t even have to think long to come out with an answer.

I never believed in soul mates. I believed there is no such magical power that you can read through someone’s glass. I was like “Come on, we all need reality checks. Soul mate will never exist. Who would believe someone who can actually read your mind, complete your sentences, and know exactly how you’re feeling even though you tried so hard to fake it? This is totally impossible. Way impossible.”

But I guess I was being too naïve, and really need a reality check myself! Knowing him completely changes my view and the scariest part is sometimes it just totally freaks me out.

Complete each other sentences – CHECK!
Shares so much things in common – CHECK CHECK!
Speak the exact same thing at the same time (Sometimes it can be so freaky that both of us repeats each other’s word without even realizing them) – CHECK CHECK CHECK!
Know exactly how the other person feels even when trying so hard to fake it – CHECK CHECK!


I am not sure about you but for me….
He is the first person to be there when I need someone to talk to.
He appears immediately when I am like “Babe, where are you?”
He shares too much in common with me.
He knows I am sad and worried even though I told him I am ok when I know I am not at all.

Not 100% at all times but pretty close to it.

All I want to voice out is that this relationship and attraction is so unique and magical that I’ve no choice but to believe that soul mate does really exist. YES, it really does.

But then again, not everyone will experience this. In my opinion, some might not even find their soul mate during their life span. I know I am very honoured and lucky because I know it takes a lot to find your soul mate.

Thanks to fate, magical power, or whatever you call them.

AND of course… Thank you, soul mate.

Here's a little dedication to my soul mate.
(If you don’t want to read them. SKIP it! I’ve warned you!)


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Dear soul mate,

You know I am not good with words but there is nothing else I can do to describe how thankful and honoured I am for knowing you. You lifted me up and guided me when I was really lost and down. You broke through the night with daylight and motivated me when I needed it the most. You always have my back and supported me wherever you’re. You’re a very special someone to me and I never stop counting my blessings for this. It’s great to have someone like you that understand me so well and cracked your head trying to cheer me up. And my heart never ceases to melt for everything you’ve done. Thank you once again!

But before I end I just want to let you know that I am worried. I am scared. I am afraid that I might have to let you go one day. I don’t know why but I do have low self esteem at times and not believing in myself that things will happen like how we wanted to. It’s not about you. It’s just me. But I promise we’ll let things happen naturally. And no matter what, you’ll remain in my heart.

Your soul mate

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Just before I finish end today, here is a little quote for all of you and hope you like it.

“You know you have found your soul mate when you two feel you're driving in a tunnel and you feel the warm light in front of you at the end of the tunnel lighted out by your loved one.”


Hugs and kisses

Monday, September 1, 2008

Malaysia 50 +1

As usual, MYSUN from University of Newcastle organized partae to celebrate Malaysia's Birthday- Merdeka Nite 2008! For NON-malaysians, it's Malaysia 50+1 st Birthday this year!

This year partae was held at Brennan Room in the University with "Citrawarna" as the theme.


Table 14 tickets!


Super colourful "pamphlet" on the table

With my kuih-muih (They taste pretty good though but not as good as my mum's of course) =P

My main course of the day - Grilled Chicken With Mashed Potato


To be honest with you, overall this year celebration was better than previous year (as in WONDERFUL performance and space). HOWEVER, I was quite dissapointed with the meal they provide. Would you expect paying $25 ($10 more than previous yearsss) but with less food! And else Western Food for Merdeka Nite??? You must be joking!? And WHY do we pay so much more compared to the previous one BUT don't have lucky draw??? WHY WHY WHY!!!!?

Aih~ Never mind. I just want to take this opportunity to enjoy the performance and to meet all my friends which I've not been seing them in AGES!!!

Lion Dance (I really did not expect this but was pretty darn good!)

There were Silat, Choir, Bollywood Dance, Malay Dance and Kids singing Tanggal 31. I really enjoyed the performance though. WELL, at least we don't need to listen to old boring "sajak" reciting. That was really nasty last year! OPPPPSSssss NO Offence BUT that was really silly!

PICTURE TIME!!!!!!

Vinnie

William

and

WITH MY JUNIORSSSSSSSSSS

Maggie (love your sari)

Jason acting cool WTH

Valerie the sweet and chirpy girl

Jeannie with her stunning Cheong Sam

Hyper Ping Syen with her super high heels =P

and last but not least our Mr Bollywood, Eric

Oh boy, you are so funny and energetic when you dance! BIG applause for you!


Congratulations Maggie and Kevin for winning the best dress for the nite!

HEY, you guys gotta thank me for giving you luck because I sat next to you guys. BUT anyway, both of you deserve this award especially Kevin! It was quite cold that night and he tried million ways to warm himself. Poor thing. But at least you know hard work pays! Congrats for both of you once again! =D

With MYSUN president, Hafiz

I still remember meeting him last year and how he was asking me to cut his hair for him when he needed one. That was pretty random! I think it was because I told him I used to work in my aunt's Beauty Saloon but I think he assumed I've worked in a Hair Saloon? Hummmmm, sounds like it.

With Brendan and....... aikksss where is Serene??

My bubbly senior, Lisa

Random group pics with Hock Luck, Lisa, Cindy, Michelle, Emmerie, Brendan along with their friends


Another one

The night ended with "Negaraku". (LOL, I though that is always the 1st song before the event begin) and "Tanggal 31" (this is always my favourite national song).

Merdekaaaaaa!!! Merdekaaaaa!! Merdekaaaaaaaaa!

MERDEKA!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, August 9, 2008

WOW to Beijing Olympic Opening '08

I am SUPER IMPRESSED!!!!!!!!!!!! AMAZED!!!! STUNNED!!!!
Round applause for them! Goodness!
Yesterday opening was SIMLPY speechless!
Enough said! Pictures is worth a thousand words!

Super coordinate drummers!


Countdown by drummers!


"Chinese brush" for the traditional painting.

Dancer on the moving platform.


Super awesome blossom moving boxes maze!


Performers running along the globe!


White bird in the "Bird Nest"

The finale torch moment!


Speechless fireworks!

(Note: Picture credit to Adam Pretty, Cameron Spencer, Ezra Shaw, Jeff Gross and Streeter Lecka all from Getty Images.)



Friday, August 8, 2008

08.08.08

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
Finally the day has arrived!
It's 08.08.08 ToDaY!
It's Beijing Olympic 2008!
I really think this date is super lucky especially for chinese!

888 Fa Fa Fa!
(Prosperity! Prosperity! Prosperity!)

I have high expectation for Beijing's performance tonight and I am really looking forward to it!
They always have really awesome performance. When I was younger, I have been to China with my mum for 7 times. YES!! S-E-V-E-N! And the only thing that I could ever remember is their acrobatics performance. It NEVER dissapoint me!

And else the director behind the opening of Beijing Olympics is Zhang Yi Mou. He is a famous movie director with his latest movie "Curse of the Golden Flower". You probably don't know this. He bought all the chrysanthemum all over China (trying to exagerate..ehem ehem) just to film that movie. That's why I reckon it's going to be a very grand opening ever!

My mum always tell me not to have high hope on something because you will get dissapointed when it turns upside down. And I always think it's true and always have that principle in me. But NOT this time! *winks*

I will be going to University of Newcastle's Bar On the Hill (B.O.T.H) at about 8pm (about 2 hours from now) for the big screen. I am so excited and I know for sure lots of Asians (NO doubt chinese of course) will come and support this event and I know I will be so proud and maybe cheering for Malaysia's team too!

Apparently, they are going to start at.........

8.08 pm
(FREAKING COOL)

LOLZ... 08.08.08 at 08.08 pm - ALL THE WAY!
PERFECT!!!!

I will update you guys about the opening.... HAPPY HAPPY KIMMY!

WE ARE READY!!! WE ARE READY!!!

Sunday, August 3, 2008

When A Girl...

LOL!
I know.....
I am supposed to read my Nutrition Bible but I came across Yoke Ling's blog on "When a girl.." and I want to share with everyone... So sweet... So nice... (Hey Gil, hope u don't mind) ^^

Here you go!

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When a GIRL is quiet, millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing, she is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers " I'm fine " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you, she is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday, she wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says "I love you", she means it.
When a GIRL says "I miss you", no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once make sure you spend it with the right person !

Find a guy...
Who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy...
Who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Who turns to his friends and says, " That's her!! "

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I am waiting... I am waiting... I am waiting...

Countdown to Clinical Placement


It has been quite awhile since I last blogged!
SORRY!
It has been 2 weeks since I got back from Malaysia and just finished my 2 weeks food service placement at John Hunter Hospital, Newcastle.

A lot of people asked me what I do in Food Service placement.
Well, it really depends on what kind of project I got.
I was really "fortunate" enough to get a project that involves HOSPITAL FOOD FREE TASTING!!! PUREED MEALssssssss to be exact!

Sounds "FUN", ay! -.-"

Haha. And the project involved some photo taking session as well. My group totally forgot to bring a camera for it. So I used my Nokia-7610-Super-Awesome-Camera-Function-Phone! (Yes, I am very proud of my baby!)

Picture time!

Pureed Meal 1: Cottage Pie with Mashed Potato and Green Beans

Pureed Meal 1 with added supplements & water and BLEND KAO KAO! >.< (I know, it looks revolting! Can totally see from my face)


Btw, i did not get to try the "meat" because it's a beef dish. (I don't eat beef, fyi) LUCKY ME!
But then again, I really can't imagine if patients were asked or forced to eat them! Ekkkkss!


Let me show you another one!


Pureed Meal 2: Roast Beef and Mixed Vegies blended with supplements. (Can anyone differentiate which is the "roast beef"?)

The answer is.............................................................................


Rubbery Grey Pancake Texture and Appearance of Roast Beef with GRAVY! @@

Sigh!

Poor hospital patients. No wonder they are malnutrition!

Daniel told me that he should stay healthy (eating healthy food and avoid too much fast food) to avoid eating hospital food. Well, I think it's true!

Everyone should stop binge drinking and/or smoking so you don't need to eat or see this food!

GAMBATEH!

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Oh dear. My 10 weeks C-L-I-N-I-C-A-L placement is coming! 1 week from now!! *ARGHHHHH*
I am actually super super super super nervous!

I am going to review my Nutriton Bible now!

PS: For the next few post, I am going to blog about things I did when I am in Malaysia!

See ya!

Monday, July 28, 2008

Happy Birthday Babe!

Happy Birthday to You,
Happy Birthday to You,
Happy Birthday to Babe,
Happy Birthday to You!

Hip Hip, Hurray!!!!!!
Hip hip, Hurray!!!!!!!!!

Chocolate strawberry from Secret Recipe (I swear I did not wear to match the cake! It just happen to be very very very coincidence. Hehe)

Sunday, July 20, 2008

Coke Susu? O_O

I was reading KY blog on COKE SUSU (Milk Coke) and was totally stunned! @@
So i decided to google if this beverage actually exist.
And i found.........................................................


*DRUMROLL*



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(Picture from SleepyRebel)

IT SERIOUSLY DOES EXIST!!!! =/


According to the blogger, Coke Susu is made with

Condensed Milk : Coke = 1:4

and claimed that it taste like thin and smooth caramel milkshake!!!

HoLy CoKe~~!!
Why would anyone in this world put CONDENSED MILK in their COKE? =/

aiksss~
375mL of coke already consist of approximately 30g of sugar!
and they still want to add condensed milk???????? >.<

Walaueh... Sure Hyper-Hyperglucose the rest of the day if finish drinking this whole thing!

I doubt I will try this. I was never a coke fan (I only have them like once in 3 to 5 months?).
And else this is COKE SUSU!!!

*SPEECHLESS*

Have to say this... With this "creativeness" MEMANG only MALAYSIA BOLEH!


I Am A Salsa Sauce?!?!

I thought this is really cute and did the test!
hmmmmm~ interesting!

If you want to find out what sauce you are, click on the link below! *Enjoy*


You Are Salsa



You are an extremely outgoing and vivacious person.

You are quite tolerant and open minded. You rather accept people than judge them.

Adventurous and unpredictable, you have the reputation of a daredevil.



Your taste in food leans toward very spicy and exotic dishes.

Whether it's thai food or an extra spicy mexican meal, you're into the hot flavors.

You get along with hot sauce personalities. Everyone else, not so much.

Saturday, July 19, 2008

Big Girls Don’t Cry

Still remember my “escalator” post?
LOL! I think most of you are still confused and thought “WHAT escalator!!!?? Need to so emo meh???!!??
Aiyo!!! I am talking about KLIA Departure Hall-Before custom-Escalator! Got it?

Well, I was really proud of myself!
I did not shed a tear on my way to that escalator yesterday!

But I do have to admit that this departure feel a little different. Because……..

  1. My dad did not send me off to airport this time. His excuse was he is busy with meeting. But I suspect he is trying to avoid because he knew he will be more upset if he sees me walking down the escalator again. I am pretty sure if he is there I will tear up for sure.
  2. It’s my final semester in university this year (MOST probably my final semester for my education!!! YAY!!!)

But I promise my parents that I am going to work in Australia for a couple of years after I graduate before I really decide what I really want for living. Oh no… =(

This was what my dad told me a few days before leaving home.

“Girl Cai*, you are big girl now. Remember to study hard this semester and graduate with flying colours. After that, make sure you get a good job and work hard so you can start to take care of daddy, mummy and boy.”

(*Little girl – Well I am still daddy’s only princess =P )

Right after he hang up the phone call, I went straight into my room with thousand things rush into my mind. With hundreds of eye droplets rolling down my cheek.

This shows that I will have to be away from home for a few years AGAIN. It’s quite upsetting at first. But what my dad said is true. I am big girl now. I have to take care of my family.

SHOUT OUT LOUD TO MYSELF!!

I AM BIG GIRL NOW! AND BIG GIRLS DONT CRY!!!!

Sunday, July 6, 2008

As Fragile As Friendship

Jane and Kimiko were close buddies since high school.

They click very well because they have lots of things in common.

They used to hang out almost everyday and call each other everyday to talk about anything. ANYTHING.

They were so close till everyone thought they were lesbian.
Yea.. that close.


They went to the SAME college.

They also did the SAME part time job during vacation to earn money for shopping and food.

They admit they are shopaholics and foodoholics.

Trendy. Fashion. Style. Fusion. Sweet. Savoury. Spicy etc. are their asset that they can’t live for.


Well, no matter how many similarity they have, they do have difference.


Jane is rich. (Maybe her parents are rich)

She has a personal driver.

She spends on anything she wants. (Kimiko think she needs a financial assistant)

She travels to lots of places. (But Kimiko is always the lucky one who get souvenir from different places)


Kimiko is average.

She take public transport.

She only spend on things which she can afford to buy.

And the longest plane ride she have sat was 45 minutes to Kuantan?


Kimiko have been dreaming of studying overseas because she want to explore and learn the different culture in this world. She was really glad she was given the opportunity. Her parents were very supportive and decide to send her overseas to further her studies. And that was her only opportunity and the her first time abroad.


Jane has the same interest as Kimiko but due to her health problem, she has to stay for a year. Both were really upset. But they think that everyone should never give up on the opportunity available. So Kimiko decided to go alone instead.


Few days before Kimiko departure, they had a massive argument. The first time they had ever argued and even yelled each other with foul words. Miserable and unbelievable!


They never contacted each other till Kimiko returned for her summer vacation.

They bumped into each other in a mall one day when they were shopping with their new buddies.


They were shocked but both did not greet and pretend not to see each other and walk away....


Well, eventually both felt really sorry and guilty of what they have done.

(I mean it is such a silly think that they argued for stupid stuff, for god’s sake)


Jane decides to pay Kimiko a visit.

Well, she thought maybe is a good idea to bring some gift along.

(Oh well, she can get anything she want, doesn’t she? A whole shopping mall if she wants to – I guess)


After all thought of getting this or that, she finally decides to buy her a pot of money plant and some nicely packed fresh sushi.

(I know it may sound a little ridiculous, but they are Kimiko’s favourite)


Butterflies in her stomach as she knows both of them have not been talking for ages.

So Jane gathered her guts before pushing the button at the door. ‘Ding Dong’!


“Who is it?” Kimiko shouted with her baby blue towel wrapping her hair running from her room to the main door.


Kimiko was stunned for a second but still open the door to let her in. “What brings you here?” Kimiko asked. Jane was nervous at first. “I came here to ask for your apologies. We both made a mistake and I think is a misunderstanding. I brought this for you. I just hope I don’t lose you as a friend.” said Jane who was nearly in tears.


Though Kimiko did not expect this to happen, but she was actually not that angry after all.


“Are you free later? Let’s go shopping! I heard there were few new malls. I am very excited” Kimiko asked.


“Hell yea!!! Let me do your hair” Jane replied with a big silly smile on her face.


From that day onwards, they went back to their old routine again. However, there is still a slight gap between them. Well, anything can happen in a year. Both of them still manage to have their close new friends.


Gary is Kimiko new friend in Australia. He is a down to earth guy who lends his shoulder when Kimiko is down. Well, unfortunately he is attached but his partner is studying in the States. Gary visited Kimiko during summer vacation and decides to stay for two months in Malaysia. So Kimiko brings him around with Jane tagging along.


Jane thinks Gary has great sense of humour and open minded. So both of them get along very well.


Few weeks before summer vacation ends, Gary and Kimiko went out for a nice lunch at Rakuzen Restaurant. Jane was not there as she was away for a few days trip.


While they were having some green tea ice-cream for their desert, “Miko, there is something I think I have to tell you. It’s about Jane. And I think you should know this,” Gary said.


“What’s with her?” Kimiko asked.


“I am not sure whether you know this. But it is weird. She told me she was confused about herself and she find girl very attractive.” He answered.


Kimiko was stunned and nearly choked herself even with the ice-cream. “I didn’t know this at all. She never tells me anything…….”


“Yea. I felt weird because I don’t think she should be telling this to me. She also mentioned that she get turn on when she sees hot chick in the mall and even created a forum to chat with girls.” Gary said.


Kimiko felt strange. In order to prove this right, Gary showed her the forum that Jane created. It was true! Kimiko was really upset. She was upset not because she knew she maybe a lesbian. It is because she informed this to Gary instead of her. She felt cheated for all this while as she used to share every secret with Jane.


Kimiko rang Jane when she returned from her trip. She wanted to confront this to her but she was afraid to. “Guess what? One of my Aussie buddy was showing one of the forum to me yesterday. I thought I saw your nickname on it but I don’t think it’s you.” Kimiko hinted.


Jane was startled for a bit but she replied, “Nah it shouldn’t be me. I don’t chat in forums.”


“That is what I thought. It shouldn’t be you because is a lesbian forum.” Kimiko hinted again.


“Ewww… That’s disgusting. I would never do that.” Jane replied but in her mind she suspect that Kimiko knew about this.


Kimiko was so angry that she kept the phone. She was angry and upset at the same time. Gary saw what had happened and put the blame into him. But he knew he made the right decision to tell her because he did not want her to know this much later.


Kimiko was wrong about Jane. She felt cheated and betrayed. She was angry because Jane did not want to admit even if she hinted.


From that moment, Kimiko and Jane both knew they will be friends no matter what BUT will never be as close anymore. NEVER! It will probably just turn up to be a hi-bye friendship.




MORALE OF THE STORY:

Friendship is like a mug. When you argue, is like breaking the handle of the mug. But you still can use it to drink your coffee or tea.

However, when you keep a MASSIVE secret from your close friends, is like cracking the whole mug. This is because you know the mug won’t hold your coffee or tea for long. It will eventually break into pieces, sooner or later.


~THE END~

A to Z about me!

[A is for age]: 21
[B is for booze of choice]: Water
[C is for career]: Student
[D is for your most dreaded]: Reading textbooks, watch a football match
[E is for essential item you use everyday]: Handphone, computer, camera
[F is for favorite song at the moment]: Madonna and Justin Timberlake’s 4 Minutes
[G is for favorite games]: Chor Dai Dee
[H is for Hometown]: Kuala Lumpur
[I is for indulgence:] Chocolate
[J is for favorite flavor of juice:] Papaya with milk
[K is for kids]: I LOVE ALL OF THEM! XO
[L is for love life]: I love my babe!
[M is for miracle]: Existence of my soul mate *extreme unbelievable*
[N is for name of your crush]: Babe *hint hint*
[O is for occasion which you look forward]: Marriage
[P is for phobias]: Anything to do with reptiles!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[Q is for quote]: Life goes on!
[R is for biggest regret]: See my granddad for the last time
[S is for status, married or single]: Single
[T is for tourist spot:] Santorini Island!
[U is for University:] University of Newcastle
[V is for vegetable you love:] All EXCEPT Celery!
[W is for worst habit:] Perfectionist, burp when I get tipsy/drunk
[X is for Xmas gift you wanted the most]: Unlimited shopping voucher
[Y is for yummy food you make]: Anything!! Weeeee!
[Z is for zodiac sign]: Sagittarius!

Friday, June 27, 2008

Can I Make Anyone Fall In Love With Me?




You Can Make 71% of Your Crushes Fall in Love With You



Your seduction skills are practically legendary. You know how to close the deal.

Just don't let someone you're really into get the better of you!

As long as you keep up your end of the flirting game, you'll get the prize at the end.

Sunday, June 22, 2008

Hot Chicks In School?

I was really glad my best mate Lisa a.k.a Lychee had start to let go the past and move on with a brand new life! I am really proud of you, sweetie!
So we decided to celebrate and meet up so she will feel a little renewed.
I have to admit we both have very similar personality.
Cute, bubbly, adorable, approachable, and yes, CAMWHORES! *Waiseh! Darn perasan wei!*


Lisa and I decided to visit our school, Sekolah Sri Garden on Friday as she
needs to bring some lunch for her cute little brother, Lawrence.


It has been 4 years since I my last visit.
Time has a funny habit of passing, I guess. Oh god, I do feel darn old now!
But yea, I do feel over the top because this is the institution that I spend most of my time.
Happy, sad, nervous, overjoyed, tears, excitement, disappointmen
t…

Oh well, I know I am a very obedient girl in school BUT not this time of course!
We managed to sneak into the classrooms eventhough we told that we are ONLY allowed to enter the school canteen! *BIG GRIN*
I managed to meet some of my school teachers! About 8 of them! Sadly, only ONE remembered my name.
Ladies, my name is KIMBERLY, NOT Stephanie! How frustrated, hey!

But anyway, back to school just feel soooooo good! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!~ ^o^












When we passed by a few classes, there will be random people staring at us as if we are from MARS!

“EH, HOT CHICK OUTSIDE!!!!!!” one of the Indian student with his very Indianny accent! Pretty sure is an Indian Form 4 boy!
Yes, I am serious! Probably we were not in school uniform and else we did dress up quite nicely! That’s why!

Haha! LOL! I know it did sound ridiculous
but we both feel great, ok?
We were never a
hot chick in school but at least we are once! For ONCE! *winks*

After all the climbing of stairs, going class to class to look for my teachers, we managed to sneak into the kindergarten’s playground! LOL!


Guess what are we doing there??

No idea???
Come on!! Take a guess!!
YES!!!!! CAMWHORE THAT’S IT!!

Wilson Kor messaged me on my mobile saying that he is not feeling great and need some company! So we decided to go to Pavillion to do something so Kor won’t feel so stressed out. We end up watching “Made of Honour” instead and took lots and lots of pictures. ^_^

Anyway, I really do hope both of you feel better after this!
No matter what happen, LIFE GOES ON and I will definitely be there if you guys need me! =)

Till next time.

XO